b a b y l o v e '

gah, I still like youu....

2009-05-26T23:40:16Z

I can't believe myself. I'm still hooked onto you yet, we barely talk now. It's like I don't exist in your world. It seems like I'm invisible to you. I care for you still, I wanna know what's up with you these days - I wanna stay updated. But right now, it's like were not even friends at all.

oh how, I miss it.

H0W.

2009-05-14T22:26:04Z

How am I gonna get over you if I keep trying to see your face. Shit, I'm so hooked.

capricorn tinnnnngz

2009-05-11T01:53:06Z

There are times when you like to chase and times when you like to be chased. Unfortunately, you're not sure which role you want to take right now. Just don't be caught off guard if someone else makes the first move.

imissyou.

2009-05-08T00:58:11Z

Your missing, I'm missing - both of us are mia this past weeeeek :(
I'm missing you mod crazzzyyyyy .

I could fly away right now. (8)

2009-04-24T02:39:00Z

tomorrow's a pa day 8)
~ yaay, chillage at pumpum's place.
track meet saturday - whaaadup!? <3
& famajama for kuyas birthday :)

school.

2009-04-22T00:57:11Z

real talks, now I gotta start getting my head in them books! mid-terms are done and exams are coming in 2. erkkkkkks!

I only got 4 minutes

2009-04-19T13:36:34Z

2 whole freakin' days and a half. I don't even know when youre coming back.
I'm officially missing you.

not cool.

2009-04-17T01:26:56Z

track meet tmr! I'm scared as helllllll. I'm not ready. I'm sore. We didn't have enough practices. One of our girls are hella slow and I think N'neka should take her place. I'm not pumped. I don't have spikes. I'm gonna get burned by all the girls. Oh man, I'm panicking.

ZOMG! its been a while.

2009-04-13T03:05:14Z

nooo, omg! I haven't cried over a guy since september until now.. ;(

so baby roc' with me

2009-04-12T04:19:15Z

thanks for waking me up fucker! <3 I lied, but still. I was thinking about you while I was resting then you call, shoot it scared me like modd. hahah. but you were having a famjam and you said how it died so you had to call me. 8) damnit, when am I gonna know..

I like you a lot.
& its killing me inside.

its hurts

2009-04-11T05:41:30Z

I want you to know, I miss you so .

all i ever wanted

2009-04-07T02:56:04Z

it's going to be another long night for me, missing you like craaazy. not gonna be able to sleep properly. feels like I did something wrong, it's not the same. let's go back and fix whatever I did or not.. maybe there's some next g on your mind? what am I really sayen to myself. for a fact, i know i wasn't lying to myself.. I like you, like a lotttttttt - when I say this, I mean it. we never talked for the whole damn weekend.. tried calling enough times but no answer.. you don't understand how much I try to make this work, but I don't know if you see me in that way. we were almost there, getting so close, and then all of a sudden.. it all just disappears. why is that? ugh. I'm like dying here, thinking I messed up on something I felt so real. someone or something gimme a hint cos this boy got me trippppin'.

HOLYSHIT.

2009-04-02T02:11:57Z

HOOOOLLLLLLLYYYY MOTHERFUCKEN FUCK! YOU GUYS HAVE NO DAMN PRIVACY UH?
FUCK YOU, I FUCKEN HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. GTFO OF MY LIFE!

WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY?!?!?

2009-03-30T00:43:03Z

You act like you care, then you act like its just ~~whatever~~.

The Way You Are.

2009-03-29T03:53:52Z

just got home from downtown now w/ the mommy. she took me shopping lol. but eatons/queen st. closed at like 7 ugh! we got so cheesed, so then we went to forever 21 since they were open stills - got a few things from there cos there was some big sale! :) then got another cardigan from h&m, 2 tshirts from aero and I wanted this jacket from h&m and these cute shoes from uh, i forget the name. but, i'm gonna get them stills when I reach a mall. now, I feel so close to my mom.. could tell her so many things like my problems, and what's going on w/ people at school ahem hem*.. pretty proper day =)

now.. where the eff are you?! :(

all i can think about.

2009-03-27T04:30:02Z

i seriously can't get my mind off of you.. why! not that I don't want you there ;) kso, i need plans for tomorrow after school and weekend. I wanna go and watch a fucken movie, someone get@me!
nts:
- bring permission form and money for track
- stay focused ~ in particular, math!
- get metropass for april tuesday.
- next practice tuesday after school
- get something from rjay >:]

I Wanna Be.

2009-03-26T01:51:23Z

I wanna be the person who you'd think about when you see another couple.
I wanna be that person you turn to when you need someone to talk to or just need someone to listen.
I wanna be that person who you'd say random stories to.
I wanna be the one who you will call right after we fight just to say "im sorry"
I wanna be the person who gives you inspiration.
I wanna be the person who'll kiss me & hold my hand infront of all his boys with no shame
I wanna be the one who gives you that extra push when you feel like giving up.
I wanna be that person you wake up in the middle of the night because you can't sleep.
I wanna be the person that you can do anything around even the littlest and stupidest things.
I wanna be the one you will call me just to say goodnight because you can't sleep without saying it.
I wanna be the person who you can say I love you out of no where and truely mean it.
I wanna be the person who will always have stories to tell me after school about his day
I wanna be the first person you think about when you wake up.
I wanna be the last person you think about before you sleep.
I wanna be the one you would fight for.
I wanna be the reason why you smile.
I wanna be the reason why your happy.

I wanna be your best friend.

I wanna be your wifey.
I wanna be your e v e r y t h i n g .

stupid freak!

2009-03-26T00:39:56Z

stupid idiot that was selling perfume came into the ymca and was tryna sell me & my coworkers some. he freakin' sprayed so much on me! now i feel dizzy and have a headache! ;( FUCK.

overall, another g0o0o0o0d day LOL. that was unnessesary. so civies, thought it would be boring but it was fun after all! where are my teachers nowadays like... but its fun hahah advantage! so after school went to town w/ jessica, jess, adrian, rj, ivan, chester, mathew and simon. bought a belt from H&M and macds! nothing big. then went to work, got picked up and went home. lalalal, yeah that was practically my day.

biscuits and crackers..

2009-03-25T01:59:58Z

good day. good day. except the fact you were like ghost around the school, seen you only like once. ;( had like 3 supply teachers today - math was the best stills for the first time! civies tmr, dressing down? i wanna but then i don't, so maybe if im not lazy. track practice was hectic, made the fucken team what! what! :) and our first meet is april 3rd which is optional, not going. LOL, i would to you know but naaaw im good. stupid science unit test tmr, gotta study!

xoxoxo

.

2009-03-20T05:03:04Z

awwwww! :)

randommm.

2009-03-14T04:55:44Z

youre away, four hours away, i should say
it was pretty hard going thru this day
without seeing you and talking to you
ugh, why can't i just get a clue
if talking to you is the right thing
cos boy i got something for ya~ a little fling
for ya. i hope you won and had a lot of fun
cos then you can call me up when youre all done
^ random ahahah.

yeah, im so bored - nothing to do . :\
imy.

march break

2009-03-14T04:50:39Z

MAAAAARCH FUCKEN' BREAK!
holy fuck, you don't even know how happy I am that march break's here. Get to catch up on sleeeeeep! that full 9? 8? hours, yea. Chillages? I'll see if I'm not too lazy to go out, come over to my place hahah. I wanna go mod shopping also. (h) only if it was two weeks of march break..

the way I feel

2009-03-12T23:20:04Z

I wanna tell you boy, but what if it just ruins everything?
:(

aaaaaaahchoo!

2009-03-10T03:23:30Z

I ABSOLUTLY HATE BEING SICK :'( kills like a bword! ugh, I don't feel like going to school tmr but then I do. maybe wednesday, I'll stay home (y)

talkin' bout how its just not the same, see what I mean, these stuuuupid rumours/jokes! you can't even talk to me the same no more, me either. stupid people; I only need you as a best friend, that's there to listen to me and make me laugh the way you do.. that's all I need, nothing more. kthx. don't walk away from me now, screw those haters, youre just lending a helping hand and putting my problems away.

cos without you, i just cant think straight.

2009-03-05T01:45:27Z

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK, imy.

k, thats all.